So I've been working in hem/onc for about 3 months now and it has been completely overwhelming. I've even had a lot of time to read at work and have not had a very heavy patient load (which is good and bad). nccn has been a great resource but learning a wide variety of conditions, their treatments, side effects of treatments, and addressing primary care concerns that come up has been stressful. I'm also learning a new emr/health system which complicates things too. I'm just not sure when I will start to feel more comfortable! I have had the opportunity to work with a great attending but learning this stuff (especially the heme) has been a struggle. Maybe just continuing to see it will help? Any insight is appreciated. The PAs/NPs here have a LOT of autonomy (I feel like I have too much even though I have 7 years experience as a PA I feel like I'm starting from scratch).